Here comes the dawn of the New year 2008. Its the Jan 1st, 2008 and I am marking it with my refreshed synoptic blog..oops look at the time gap, the last which I posted was December 2006 and now its Jan 08...not bad :)
Okeyyyy, so here I go again, shaking off loads of laziness piled up over a period of time. I just needed an ounce of inspiration which i trying to derive from sources( known and unknown). Little did I know I could not achieve it, as it was some where lying deep within me, which is definitely not sub conscious, that's beyond consciousness and that's the state of super consiousness.
Well I haven't achieved it all myself. Its also partially donated by power of paramatma and prerogative pills( i am administering myself with the age old memory herb " Brahmi" aka "bacopa monnieri", that's known to have influenced certain characteristics of brain, that includes the memory and other cognitive functions associated with it. ) . I am sought of experimenting its thorughput by writing this piece of article and comparing it with prevailed image of my expectation. I do not have any sophisticated instruments like the P 300 or any other which would accurately point my EEG pattern at this point in time.
I seriously know that this one ( my blog) is dedicated just to my, myself, suman,pinky,kempi, etc etc etc...so I take this extra liberty of spilling what ever comes out. Well there I left, there are various other benchmarks which developed by persons alike me to measure the capacity of brain, so many of them and I am sure all of the knows it.
I only wished for ever, That i possessed a memory that's just so invincible and impeccable. That photographic or the eidetic memory which I always died for. The memory power that never let me down. Well its not only restricted to the memory power. Its the entire brain power, which includes the cognitive, analytical,logical,artistic,vocal abilities.
Well I perfectly know, If I have all of them embellished in me , I am nothing short Savants, and other eccentrics of the world. Well there again I would have displaced the eccentrics with Genius I would have incurred a mistake , indeed silliest of all.
Because possessing all these abilities also necessarily not guarantee me with a ray of idea that radically changes the world for its better. Had i been blessed with it, I would not be writing all this here. I must say the programme " My brilliant brain" have an impending effect on my nervous system .
But the bottom line which I have put it for myself remains the same under all the circumstances however theological it appears to be “ To be the best in what I do”. The sense of intellectual satisfaction which I derive should be so immense that it should masquerade all the negatives which persists in me physiologically and should awaken my inner blissfulness and reach the heaven without trace of evil qualities in me.
