Hey there!!!!...Oh sorry could not catch up with the blog since 2 days..here I bounce back again. Yet another moronic Monday .The day was triggered by a pounding headache(contributing to the Monday bluesJ) , which woke me up and companied me till noon, after which it had to subside by 2 powerful pills. Back to the normal state by end of 3 pm. Was experimenting with couple of web templates and found the current one apposite to my concept of blogging daily.”Coffee Desk”, I think the template looked fab to me.Put all your thoughts in a notebook(not laptop) and engrossed yourself in a cup of cappuccino. Will retain this for quite some time, another contender being the “Eclipse”, somewhat made for the dark souls, would put that on some time. Well again my mind was inoculate with dark thoughts , funny it seems, the thoughts interfering me are the people afflicted with hurly burly mind. Man , what mind we human beings possess. The thought of all these obscurities within and around is constantly ruminating me. Man as I know , no doubt is the most intelligent animal, but I bet he cant overpower the power of might nature. Is this some sought of complexity or perception which is driving me to thing in this direction.Dont know, but if this is the case hell with my bloody mind.Why cant I be contented with what I am currently, was I before ???, Yeah may be , I was quite glad for certain period of time last decade.
But I am constantly warning myself against this behavior, and if I continue with this mindset of wanting to be the best in the world, just the contrary might prove pushing me to doldrums. I am working with greater thrust to extinguish this trait. I hope to succeed In near future. I regret for being sensitive on auras , energies and other aspects of human enigma. Its enrooted, that I almost correlate to all the happenings around me .Its become a OCD. Unfortunately, majority of folks these days are devolving to primates loosing out on most precious human qualities , the virtues everything. They are just animals. I feel animals are much more purer than us. They have it all, beauty, honesty , trust , faith everything. Where are we human beings disposing all these attributes to. I agree man has his share of wealth , lust ,sex that has to be enjoyed in due course of time and I find it unfounded to breathe by the same philosophy for an entire life time. Apart from the communication and the intelligence attributes that’s discrete to the homosapiens, one powerful quality that’s unique to us is the power of introspection. Why wouldn’t anyone want to think themselves in their purest form, be in sense with their inner voice. This lack of introspection is the breeding ground for all our sufferings today. Today’s funda of everyone to be “UNIQUE” and “ DIFFERENT” are driving all of us crazy . What’s the fu**ng point here. Why cant we be elegant, that’s what we are born for. You enjoy, party till death, at the end of your life, when you are on your death bed, what is that you had introspected. What is that you did to distinguish yourself from others, don’t tell about wine, woman/man , wealth . There is so much more that had to be accomplished, then you realize. I shall pledge, God has his law of equilibrium executed in all forms of existence. There is one crux which I realized today, realization of 2 hemispheres’ in everything.
Just think of this, the equator which is divides the globe into two hemispheres, the north and south, air and land, land and water, Man and woman, left brain and right brain , here is one such think two sects of people , the good and bad. Yes this is the truth, and this exists , the intentions of these 2 category of people so diverse in views, their philosophy , the way they live and lead the life, their tastes in life, its so different and one find the other as far from normal and that’s true . You can just pick that emotions , and mostly it’s the negative energies of the bad sect that affects the psyche of the sensitive and the good souls and I am experiencing the same. For me energies really matter it either compounds with good energies or fragments when collided with negative energies, and this not only affects me at a mental level , but also at the physical level and that’s what precisely struck me toady morning. These days my antennas detect mostly correctly where I shall go, whom to speak etc, but some time stumble so badly, that I hurt myself so badly for having collided the negative energies and me in the mode of recuperating from that. Well, I always pray god to keep me safe from the dick headed world, but these nasty confrontations are almost inevitable . I am a GENIUS when shrouded with positive energies, and don’t my energies quick shunts when in contact with negative vibes. God , is this a boon or a bane. Help me. I try to avoid consciously and in fact in better shape than before in this case . But still afresh from one such incident. I don’t know , why people work so much to satiate their grudge . I have seen people making conspicuous efforts to accomplish this task .Sad and sadists I would call them , mere shame. I only pray god to shield me from all these , help me out god. You are my positive energy , you drive me towards positive energies and that makes me positive to prorogate positive energy. Its all about positive and negative energies, as I mentioned above the 2 spheres of existence and the life and death to conclude it.
But I am constantly warning myself against this behavior, and if I continue with this mindset of wanting to be the best in the world, just the contrary might prove pushing me to doldrums. I am working with greater thrust to extinguish this trait. I hope to succeed In near future. I regret for being sensitive on auras , energies and other aspects of human enigma. Its enrooted, that I almost correlate to all the happenings around me .Its become a OCD. Unfortunately, majority of folks these days are devolving to primates loosing out on most precious human qualities , the virtues everything. They are just animals. I feel animals are much more purer than us. They have it all, beauty, honesty , trust , faith everything. Where are we human beings disposing all these attributes to. I agree man has his share of wealth , lust ,sex that has to be enjoyed in due course of time and I find it unfounded to breathe by the same philosophy for an entire life time. Apart from the communication and the intelligence attributes that’s discrete to the homosapiens, one powerful quality that’s unique to us is the power of introspection. Why wouldn’t anyone want to think themselves in their purest form, be in sense with their inner voice. This lack of introspection is the breeding ground for all our sufferings today. Today’s funda of everyone to be “UNIQUE” and “ DIFFERENT” are driving all of us crazy . What’s the fu**ng point here. Why cant we be elegant, that’s what we are born for. You enjoy, party till death, at the end of your life, when you are on your death bed, what is that you had introspected. What is that you did to distinguish yourself from others, don’t tell about wine, woman/man , wealth . There is so much more that had to be accomplished, then you realize. I shall pledge, God has his law of equilibrium executed in all forms of existence. There is one crux which I realized today, realization of 2 hemispheres’ in everything.
Just think of this, the equator which is divides the globe into two hemispheres, the north and south, air and land, land and water, Man and woman, left brain and right brain , here is one such think two sects of people , the good and bad. Yes this is the truth, and this exists , the intentions of these 2 category of people so diverse in views, their philosophy , the way they live and lead the life, their tastes in life, its so different and one find the other as far from normal and that’s true . You can just pick that emotions , and mostly it’s the negative energies of the bad sect that affects the psyche of the sensitive and the good souls and I am experiencing the same. For me energies really matter it either compounds with good energies or fragments when collided with negative energies, and this not only affects me at a mental level , but also at the physical level and that’s what precisely struck me toady morning. These days my antennas detect mostly correctly where I shall go, whom to speak etc, but some time stumble so badly, that I hurt myself so badly for having collided the negative energies and me in the mode of recuperating from that. Well, I always pray god to keep me safe from the dick headed world, but these nasty confrontations are almost inevitable . I am a GENIUS when shrouded with positive energies, and don’t my energies quick shunts when in contact with negative vibes. God , is this a boon or a bane. Help me. I try to avoid consciously and in fact in better shape than before in this case . But still afresh from one such incident. I don’t know , why people work so much to satiate their grudge . I have seen people making conspicuous efforts to accomplish this task .Sad and sadists I would call them , mere shame. I only pray god to shield me from all these , help me out god. You are my positive energy , you drive me towards positive energies and that makes me positive to prorogate positive energy. Its all about positive and negative energies, as I mentioned above the 2 spheres of existence and the life and death to conclude it.
